I hate this. You wanna know why? I'll tell you why. I feel fat for wanting red meat and cheese and grease and bread. Then I'm upset because that's a negative body image. Then I'm upset because my way of dealing with my emotions is eating. I'm lucky I even still have a roommate for the mood swings I've been having and I'll admit it. I cheated today so save my sanity. I had a bite of bagel and an entire piece of bacon. And I loved it. And then I read ahead and saw that next weekend is supposed to be a liquid only day. Yeah, no. i will not stand for this. Only fruits and veggies is hard enough. Hell no processed sugar was hard enough.
I'm still doing this cleanse because I love you girls but it's become rather difficult to like. I'm sure I'll feel better later but I'm huffy right now. HUFF.